@shijikori oof that’s good to know - thank you! I might give Fedora a try if Mint ends up causing problems for me too

okay if Arch randomly breaks itself one more time I’m switching to Mint instead. it genuinely happens about 10% of the time that I try to update my system. infuriating

also I hate whoever decided that on Linux all .so files should be globally shared across all programs and automatically updated/deleted by the package manager and all dumped into one single clusterfuck of a directory. like no wonder everything is constantly breaking when the system is juggling dependencies like they’re flaming chainsaws

the big truth of nihilism is that there is no big truth. there’s no greater purpose, no higher calling, no point of it all. i think most people with a cursory understanding of nihilism probably know this much about it.

but often i’ll see even nihilists with sentiments akin to “you get what you deserve” or “you receive the energy you put out” or some other karmic law. i’m personally in favor of absurdist nihilism but i think we should be careful what beliefs and meanings we choose to adopt.

karmic beliefs and most religious beliefs are a way of finding sense and control in a universe that gives us very little. in almost all cases, we’re just along for the ride. it’s important to identify points where we do have some control and try to responsibly exert it in a way which uplifts ourselves and others around us. the problem with certain beliefs is that when we assume control where there is none, we can start placing fault and blame where it doesn’t belong.

minorities are often scolded for being bitter or unhappy and sometimes this is extrapolated to justify their position in life. this is a frustrating reversal of cause and effect – most people are miserable because of their position in life. it takes a significant amount of effort to be happy in spite of it all. worse yet, it seems to me that most people do try to be happy in spite of their circumstances – they just can’t do it 100% of the time.

know that life is unfair and even when someone doesn’t subscribe to or live according to your own ideals, it’s extremely unlikely that they’ve brought this onto themselves. no one wants to live a life of pain, unfairness, isolation, or hurt. i choose to judge others by how they exert the infinitesimal amount of control they do have: do they cause hurt to others? do they make life harder for those around them? with a few notable exceptions, i don’t often care what they believe, only what they do.

@mioontje I feel mostly the same way. cum can be so messy and gross. I think there are a few times when I would want to cum in or on someone as an act of dominance, but even then I would probably regret it

I want a toggle on my body that let's me choose to orgasm with or without cum. It would always be off, unless someone really likes it otherwise~

suc-kyu-bus #nsfwArt #lewdArt #NSFW

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