" @kirakira@furry.engineer
everytime i open steam, my gpu fans spin up.
steam makes my computer overheat. go figure.
things ive learned from games that also have applied to my real life
simply not existing to someone is one hell of a thing
either that or being sent into the sun, whatever comes first i guess
by the way compassionate and loving but strongly opinionated owners are Good
i think having an owner and not being allowed to think would fix me
but really im tired of feeling like ive Yet Again fucked up a bunch of relationships with others that i care about a lot. it goes from talking everyday to me begging for a single crumb of attention from them like an annoying orbiter or something. iâm not sure what i did or what quality it was, but iâd like to stop driving others away
also this isnt a âwhat did i do, i didnt do anything wrongâ situation; thereâs a shit ton of reasons, i just dunno which one this time lmao
ive lost touch with old hobbies of mine, i think i should revisit those things
so iâll be drinking scotch i canât afford while crying and oversharing on fedi
@tempest @kasdeya inhales deeply
i donât like the traditional understand of the d&d alignment because itâs boring, stifling, and doesnât really make sense nor does it make for a good character. the stock standard definition of lawful (as in lawful good) is something along the lines of rigidly following some oath or vow to an organization or higher power, whether âgoodâ or âevil.â this feels more like a subset of lawful rather than the defining feature.
once, we had a discussion with a player who insisted they were chaotic good with these qualities because there is no reasoning with them; all of their actions are seemingly arbitrary because theyâre given from on high which had the practical effect of being wildly chaotic. i i really, really like this interpretation. conversely, a âlawful goodâ person can break laws to enact what they know to be good in spite of man-made law or the ordinance of some holy order.
i take a lawful alignment to mean putting central some âlawâ (obviously). a law doesnât need to be a man-made law or a law ordained by a deity â it can originate from anywhere: the believerâs mind, some unspoken / unwritten rule which is understood by a community, etc. a character which is lawful will often value their chosen laws enough to be driven to act on them. being lawful doesnât necessitate a black-and-white worldview can frequently lead to it.
if any of kasâ options come close to representing how i feel about lawful, itâd be requiring some type of authoritarianism â but even then, what if their central code is autonomy and freedom above all else? we can easily envision some wild west sheriff-type who doesnât value Laws In General, only the law of their town. eastern civilization comes rolling in to disrupt the quiet lives of the people who elected them and this violates their moral code so much that theyâre driven to act â even against the federal government. lawful neutral maybe?? but the second word of the alignment chart has always been the more Problematic of the two, i think. good according to who? any character which believes they are evil doesnât feel authentic to me, especially a lawful character. from the perspective of a lawful character, they are always* good.
okay i have to stop ksdofjsaodifa. the only unifying concept of lawful, in our mind, is that the lawful character is driven by some law â usually higher than themselves.
* not always. thereâs likely scenarios where a character knows theyâre violating their own code, but whatever. thereâs exceptions to everything!! im stupid dont listen to me i have no idea what im talking about, i just bash keys until something happens
[was @ dhcp]
this tumblr post is permanently burnt into its memory. if (thing) { dont(); } is literally the funniest thing ever