" @kirakira@furry.engineer I just realized that the tech stuff I’m good at vs. bad at is mostly defined by cost. like I’m bad at hardware and microcontroller stuff because I can’t afford them. I’m good at writing code for desktop apps because I already have a computer so it’s free. I’m bad at server stuff because I can’t afford a server
are you getting… the surgery?
you know
*lifts my hands to my head to make a gesture that looks like horns*
when i was a kit, i daydreamed about having a studio where i could create any type of art i want; there’d be instruments ready to play; computers ready to touch; and the walls would all be white boards
as an adult, i daydream about the same thing but like, in japan or maybe on the moon
i don’t post selfies because i don’t have a physical form. i am purely an Online Creature and Friend
i’ve got most of the stuff out of my apartment and i am very tired.
the weird part is how little change it made to the place. usually moving out makes a place feel empty but this place always felt empty.
though, i bought as little as possible because i knew i wouldnt be staying 
i found my shibari book last night and stayed up way too late reading it again and wow, i have Got to start doing that again
i made a shitty port of rust’s serde library to ts/js because every guide i saw for serializing/saving player data in godot was horrifying to me
lb: i dont care about job titles or jobs. i dont want to work for a company i just wanna be useless and make art!!
you know, moving across the country wouldn’t be so difficult and expensive if the us hadn’t stolen so much fucking land. i think they should give all of it back
Δ-44203.1 'Carbon'
this is such a robocoded episode.
I don't want to be on the blockchain. I don't want to mint NFTs, I don't want to vibe code. I don't want to beg you to hit the 'subscribe' button and ring the bell. I don't want to game the algorithm for your likes or your views or your shares or to be on the first page of results or to get recommended. I don't want you to gift Nitro to my server. I don't want the thumbnails of my videos to have a red circle and question mark next to a faked expression of surprise, I don't want to pay for items that gives me an advantage over other players. I don't want you to take a moment to hear about today's sponsor. I don't want to pump a meme coin, I don't want to craft prompts, I don't want to influence. I don't want you to watch me react to watching a video.
I'm seriously sick of this shit. All of it.
when there is a fops napping in your lap youre not allowed to move until it leaves these are the rules
i can’t listen to podcasts or watch videos because most of the time i want to be listening to music. like, i have turned down sex on multiple occasions to go to a concert or because a new album released