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i would say my cardiology appointment was a complete waste since the doctor said “yeah i dont know why they sent you to me, i’m almost certain you have pots. i’m referring you to an EP”
but the cute cardiac nurse said i was the prettiest person she’d seen in a while so who can say 
This is your regular reminder that passing is a cursed concept. Being unnoticeable won't make you socially acceptable. It'll just mean that they don't know that they hate you.
Also, It's unattainable or undesired for many and shouldn't be expected of anyone. The moment we make passing a goal for our community or a benchmark for transness, we've lost. We're not free until all of us are free.
But also, for those who can/do, it can be useful and provide some level of safety. We shouldn't begrudge anyone that. All of us deserve to be able to live our lives in peace. If being mostly unnoticed is how you accomplish that, who am I to say differently?
maybe a mental breakdown and isolating itself for a while is exactly what it needed for chords to make sense or something like that
i don’t know what happened but ever since i spent like, a full week girlrotting in bed from severe depression, i’ve just been able to understand music again??? so i’ve been writing little things and i kinda love it
i dont care about computers or technology i just want to make art !!!
i’m genuinely happier doing the second btw. i hate working for a company so much
working for a company with a pretty consistent 40-hour work week: ughhhh this is so draining i feel like i’m working my life away. i don’t have any energy even on my days off
working for yourself: if i keep skipping breakfast and dinner and work 9 days a week i can probably make enough money for a plane ticket to see my friends next month