i found my shibari book last night and stayed up way too late reading it again and wow, i have Got to start doing that again

i don’t usually enjoy having power over someone outside of the pleasure of helping someone enjoy themselves, but wow does having a cute tied up girlthing in front of me whimpering from a mixture of fear and excitement do something for me

i spent a nontrivial amount of last night imagining different things i could do with the ties and positions it covered. even just asking them if it’s tight enough and waiting for a hesitant nod and “mhm” before giving it another tug without actually tighten it to elicit a moan is Very Good

also it reminded me of some art i saw of tied cuddling (not that kind, im sorry furries) and i want

also the idea of being able to position someone however i want, literally bending them to my will and aesthetic pleasure, or any kind of pleasure i’m in the mood for, is a need

though, knotted while knotted –