just did my first round of tms and holy shit that feels weird

it's like..... getting hit directly in my brain with a rubber band? only it doesn't really hurt. it's like licking a battery

i literally went "jesus christ what the fuck" after the first shot
but i guess it's tolerable so far - i'm hopeful that it does something for me cause meds Have Not At All

@eclairwolf Reading this post made vee physically recoil

@socks yeah it's a hell of a sensation. i got sort of used to it after a minute or two but i Do Not Enjoy It

i got to get a cool hat to wear when getting my deep tissue brain massage tho so they're pretty alright in my book

(they have to map out your head to find where your motor & dorsolateral prefrontal cortex are, and do that by scribbling on a Fancy Medical Hat with sharpie)

presumably the sharpie is also a Fancy Medical Device

@eclairwolf hope it helps <3

@otherdracula thank youuu!!

@eclairwolf that is a terrifying description what the fuck

I really hope that it helps! you’re being a lot braver than I would be by even trying this therapy