kas’s emotions ranked:

1. positive social interaction
2. excited by a hyperfixation
3. unable to disengage from a hyperfixation and increasingly stressed about that
4. hungry? tired? lonely? sad?
5. ?????
6. scary social interaction
7. my emotions won’t stop hurting and I don’t know why or how to make them stop
8. a dark confusing tangle that hangs over me for the entire day, demanding that I do something about it even though it’s the emotional equivalent of unreadable zalgo text
9. oops I learned something about Current Events
10. the constant low-level panic won’t let me collapse from exhaustion no matter how much I need to sleep